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One Big Headache

Thu Nov 19, 2009, 4:36 PM
  • Mood: Pestered
  • Listening to: Rose
  • Reading: Manga
  • Watching: Hetalia
  • Playing: Legend of Zelda: Twilight Princess
  • Eating: Cake
  • Drinking: Milk
I've been having an epic case of writer's block, it was like I used up all my imagination when writing Forbidden, and I can't seem to think of anything else. Which means by book in progress has progressed nowhere past the third chapter for about a month. I think it might be because I've never experienced romance and used all my imagination trying to get it right. However, that is rather annoying and I might just never do romance again because I find it worthless and a big headache.

Lately I've been told countless times, by multiple people that I need to go get a boyfriend, some say it's for the sake of my writing, and others say because I just need one. The most annoying part about it is that I don't want a boyfriend, there is no one I know that I feel that way toward. The most upsetting part was when a few friends told me to have another friend act it out and we could "pretend." I am not a considerate person, I care little if any about others, and I'm not afraid to hurt their feelings. I know this about myself and I've accepted it, but that little part of me that cares about my friends won't let me do that. How could I pretend to like someone I have no romantic feelings for and write about having romantic feelings?

Anyone who thinks about it for even five seconds will understand that it is am impossibility. Especially with someone like me who is incredibly vocal and honest about my feelings. If I don't like something or someone I will let others know, that's how people know whether it's a good idea to talk to me, it's always obvious if I'm going to snap at them or not...

Back on subject though, since I have no ideas for any more of anything and get feedback from one person, on occasion, I'm quite tempted to simply stop posting things on DA. I have another site that I use, I get much more feedback on that site than I do this one, so maybe, since I'm an aspiring author, I'll just switch over and be done with DA. I willing to stay, especially for the great art, although few in number, but that would mean being on a site for almost no reason, which is pretty much pointless.

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As my ends comes, I gladly accept it.
For I am the broken one who will not hide.
I am the shattered one that never cried.
I am the lost, the forsaken, and the hated.
As I leave this place and those elated,
I smile. Forever shall I be returned,
To those who loved me, whose presence for which I yearned.
Always and forever, shall I be gone,
No longer just that worthless pawn.

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: .... Bleh
  • Interests: Anime, Rock, J-Pop, J-Rock, video games
  • Favourite movie: Final Fantasy VII Advent Children in Japanese with no subbs
  • Favourite band or musician: Nightmare, Abingdon Boys School, Asian Kung-fu Generation
  • Favourite genre of music: J-Rock
  • Favourite artist: Can't choose T^T
  • Favourite poet or writer: Edgar Allen Poe
  • Favourite photographer: Misheru-san!
  • Favourite style of art: I don't have one, there are too many fawesome ones
  • Operating System: ...?
  • MP3 player of choice: iPod
  • Shell of choice: Don't use one
  • Wallpaper of choice: Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children Cloud Strife
  • Skin of choice: Don't use one
  • Favourite game: Final Fantasy VII
  • Favourite gaming platform: Playstation 2
  • Favourite cartoon character: Cloud Strife, Riku, L, Sasori, Kurama, Kanda, Kaname Kuran, Gaara, Hikaru, Ichimaru Gin, Ulquiorra!
  • Personal Quote: What is trust? You never truly know until you've been stabbed in the back.
  • Tools of the Trade: Pencil, pen, paper, computer, anything I can write on/with

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:icongerbren:
Thank you (:+fav:), always appreciate your support! :aww: :rose:

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:iconligers-mane:
Thanks for the fave.

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:iconaliendedector:
:bow: for :+fav:s

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:jark:
galerimi izleyin :D
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:iconkuragari-no-akane:
No problem ^-^

Did I ever thank you for the watch? :ashamed:

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:iconareica:
Thanks for the fav :D

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:iconkuragari-no-akane:
Welcome ^-^

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:icongerbren:
Thanks a lot for the recent :+fav: :aww: :hug:

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:iconkuragari-no-akane:
^-^
Thanks for all the fawesomeness that you've been posting recently!

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:icongerbren:
Ah, thank you so much for the kind words! :aww: :cuddle:

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:iconkuragari-no-akane:
No need for thanks, I meant it all!

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